Monday, September 26, 2011

Monday (Morning) Music at Midnight :)

Because, really, who can't relate to this at some point in their life?

Tuesday, September 20, 2011


I'm laughing right now, because I pissed someone off.

Yup, I lost a follower because I wrote a seriously bitchy blog.

Clearly, I was having a bad day. But in all fairness, I did just get blindsided by the fact that I had been completely betrayed by not 1, but 2 people close to me.

So I'm giving myself props for only writing some rude-but-true things instead of committing an act of physical violence.

And as the saying goes:

If you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best!

So if you can't handle the occasional emotional bitchfest, it's probably best that you just leave now!

I assure you, I'll be just fine without you!


Your Day, In Great Detail

Ha. My day.
Yep, let's talk about that.

I chalk most of my days up to overall successes or failures.

If I hurt someone deeply, or did something I regretted, or didn't better myself as a person or help improve someone else's life, then that day is an overall failure.

If however, I accomplish something awesome, treat people with respect and dignity, make this world a better place for my children, or learn something that enhances my world, then the day is a success.

Well, today was a success. A HUGE success actually.

I learned who my real friends are. I found out who I can trust. I learned who I need in my life, and who I don't. I got rid of some baggage that had to go. I asserted my self-worth, and stood up for myself against someone trying to tear me down. I realized I am completely self-sufficient, and strong, and capable. This reminder is exactly what I needed.

Today I was reminded that you are treated the way you allow people to treat you. If you let people lie to you and take advantage to you and use you, they will. If you demand better, those kind of people will be removed from your life and you will have room in your world for people that deserve to be there.

Today, I tucked my babies in bed and kissed them goodnight and assured them that they were safe and secure, and that I would always be here to love them and take care of them. I reminded them that we, the Three Muskateers, would always have each other, and that would always be enough. I remembered that I AM enough, despite my insecurities as a mom that make me question myself. I reminded myself that I'm pretty good at this single momma thing, and that no matter what else I accomplish in my life, raising these 2 little guys to love others, love themselves, follow their dreams, and help others do the same is the MOST important job I will ever have.

Today I took a step towards my future. A better tomorrow than yesterday. I opened doors to new opportunities, new adventures, and new people. I'm letting go of the things that sour my life, and not looking back. When you wallow in the mud, you stay dirty. When you climb out of it and stay clean, it's amazing how much better life looks.

Today I remembered that I'm not responsible for all the shit that happens to me. But I AM responsible for my reactions. I realized that some people spend their lives bringing others down instead of bettering themselves, and the only way to not get sucked in is to stay high above them.

And I've learned that a whore is always a whore. A liar is always a liar. And a pig is always a pig - even if you give it a bath.

So today, I'd definitely count as a success.

Let's Talk About...

Friends. Whores. Or better YET, whores who pretend to be friends.

Come on, you know the type... The girls in high school who would act like your best friend to your face, and then the second you walk away they are talking ridiculous shit. That girl who will pretend to listen to your relationship problems, and then f*ck your boyfriend behind your back. That girl who you REALLY want to believe is a better person than she actually is, but at the end of the day, she's just white trailer trash who can't seem to find a real relationship due to her shitty personality or huge ass, and instead spends her time spreading her legs for anyone brave enough to stick something in there ;)

Every high school had one. We all know who it was in our school.

I just didn't realize that these girls become sad, pathetic, 28 year old, uneducated whores living in trailers with multiple kids and STILL DOING THE SAME DAMN THING.

You would think at some point these poor girls would grow up. They would realize that being a backstabbing whore isn't a great life endeavor. And would accept that there comes a point where never being more than "the dirty (literally) little secret" isn't cute and fun and exciting, it's just nasty and gross. Being the kind of girl (and I use the word loosely when refering to almost 30 year olds) that guys are willing to sleep with as long as no one ever knows about is not cool. It does not make you a awesome. It makes you a whore that men are embarrased of even admitting they know. And allowing your poor children to watch this - you are ruining them for life.

I sincerely hope that you grow up. (After you get bitch slapped for being the whore you are.)

But until that point - please do the respectable people of the world a favor - and use condoms.