Monday, September 27, 2010

I'm BAACKKK....

Well, I guess my New Years Resolution went down the drain, huh? Oops.
I promise not to abandon y'all like that again.

I've been pulled in a million different directions. There are TONS of stories. But for the sake of time, we'll just stick with the highlights!

I'm SINGLE. And living by myself. (Well, there is a rambuctious - and currently grounded - 5 year old and a hermit roommate technically living in the house too, but you know what I mean). After MONTHS of craziness that included me going to jail for assault (totally bullshit charges, and both the cops AND the judge agreed), that part of my life is closed. New chapter please. The worst part? I have to mow my own lawn. And I HATE it. But if that's as bad as it gets, I'll take it. Or I'll just bribe some boy to do it for me. :)

I'm still in school, and still have my 4.0. Booyah. No lies, school is kinda kicking my ass. Mostly because of 8 AM classes and lots of "projects". Gag. But May will be here soon enough, and graduating will feel OH. SO. GOOD.

JC is completing this school year with my parents in Cheyenne. And it's heartbreaking. And it's hard. And I HATE every minute of it. But sometimes it's just not all about me, and I have to focus on the bigger picture.

I STILL don't have my truck. Actually, I'm not sure I even mentioned this.... my engine blew back in July (affectionately referred to as HELL month). My new engine (costing more than this semester of college - seriously) was supposed to be here August 12th. Yep. It's September 27th. I agree. That's a PROBLEM. Workin' on it. What can I say? People are stupid.

Still hanging in there. Still trying to figure out what the hell I want to do with my life. Still not sure.
Still missing my friends, among others. Still finding myself. Still working on the bucket list.

I'm going to CHURCH. *Gasp* I know. 3 Sundays in a row. For me, that's a record. I'm trying this new thing, and we'll see how it goes. I'm also considering singing and playing guitar again in church. Maaaybe. Still not over the complex.

OK, well I have a test and a project at school tomorrow. So for this moment, I have to sign off. But I swear it won't be 2 months before I'm back. I missed y'all!